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sweet owner Bigfoots! Credits!
| 💕 hi. assalamualaikum. how are you guys? sihat tak? alhamdulillah dah bulan 8. pastu nak masuk bulan 9 dah. syukur. cepat la masa berlalu. rasanya baru haritu habis belajar, baru habis practical, baru habis graduate. rindu ghaso hati den ni. hihihi... rasa nak sambung balik pun ada. sebab kawan-kawan dekat tempat belajar dulu dah jauh. so, in 19 september 2018, i will be turning to 21 y/o... i supposed to be happy because my age will be increasing well sebab sebelum ni tak habis-habis nak meningkat dewasa. but nehhh.. no. i dont feel happy. i dont feel excited for myself. because i felt like im all alone. semakin aku dewasa, semakin kurang aku bergaul dengan orang. kalau bergaul pun mesti marah-marah. tak tau kenapa... well i miss the old me. yang kalau ada masalah pun always happy, always senyum... entah kenapa sekarang ni sikap marah-marah aku ni jadi makin melampau. im so stress.. this 21 years old girl without a job, a soulmate, money, fatty, 
(aahhhh yes this is me for some reason) sighhh
kalau kau nak matang, cari komitmen itu yang kawan aku cakap. well its quite truee sebab aku tak de komitmen, i have nothing to do with my life. insyaAllah aku akan cari komitmen tu. thanks buddy 💕 |
